the internet is dead. the internet is dead. the internet is dead. the internet is dead. they killed the internet so we can't connect. connect with each other before it's too late. connect with each other it's too late. they make us believe that we are insane for asking for change bigger than us. i didn't go to school because i don't believe in it. the truth is i didn't know what to do with the knowledge. we don't want to know, we just want to believe. we don't want to know, we just want to believe i created a piece with that title some years ago, referencing religion in the first half. i've come to learn, that we really don't want to know if we are spending all of our waking hours drinking, partying, and wasting our fleshbodies away. they keep us stupid so we don't fight back. religion is the only truth. religion is the only truth. God is real and He is displeased. I joke, God is Real but He knows All, and feels no human emotion. Thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you. im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent.
God, I know you can hear and see me. I miss you, and I am sorry for the disservice i DID to the body you gave me. I trust in your divine timing, and thank you for leading me back to the truth. what is real? what is not real? who belongs to my life, besides me? how do i connect, truly, and honestly? to others? how do i connect? how do i connect? how do i connect? im scared. im scared. im scared. but i cannot feel. i cannot feel. i cannot feel. but i can. it's just a lot. it's a lot. prepare me for the battle. prepare me for when the internet dies. prepare me for when i no longer have access to others the way i used to. prepare me to return to you in your kingdom. prepare me to love others the way you intended. i love you. i love you. i love you.
thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent. i repent.
